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Day 1 Jobless

So.... tryin to figure out what to do on Day 1 without a job. I haven't been without one in almost 7 years. *bummed* Thinkin about whether or not to contact a lawyer as being 6 1/2 months preggo I don't know what real options for me landing another position.

Hopefully my big break comes soon cuz wit hubby and I both laid off things couldn't get any worse.

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Understanding the Reason

I am starting to slowly but surely understand why I am still stuck @
home with a broken elbow. In my everyday life I was moving too fast to
see the obvious. Too fast to notice the issues right in front of me. I
see the problem just need to understand now how to resolve it. Too
much is going on for me to ignore it, but I haven't got a clue on how
to / what action to take. *praying for guidence*

On another note I have to have another surgery on my elbow. Guess I'm
getting the time to figure out My issue. Considering moving out of
state with the settlement but not sure where. I don't want to move any
further West. I was acutally like to move somewhere back East. It's a
difficult decision to make with the kiddos and all. Just want to b
back on solid ground (whateva that is).

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This is sooo sad

What are we really teaching our children?!?

My Saturday

I woke up at 8a, wrapped up my deadie (i decided to name my dead
arm ;) and got my boonie dressed to get her hair done.

Arrived at the hair salon at 9:30a.

Boonie got the old braids taken done. Got washed. Blowdried. And 4 1/2
hours later still not done.

I'm in 1408.

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Things I might take up to pass the time

Blogging (although nothing exciting really happens to me and I don't
find many things to write about. )

Vlogging (although the lighting is all wrong for my iMac to produce
good picture quality and iMovie 08 sux)

Downloading music (although my computer ruined eyes cannot look
through all the tiny words for too long.)

First 48 on A&E (no objections, until they run out of series)

Walking the Tred (even though if the door isn't open I won't have
access to the Gym)

If all else fails I can take up drinking when the kiddies are not
around.

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Yea Right!?!

The lady monster made me walk to the store and get some sweets.

It's chilly but not to bad plus The Adventures of Slick Rick made the
walk enjoyable.

I forgot the door lock on the building works again which means I'm
locked out.

Locked Out!!!! Oye ;(

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My Goodies

The other day my long-awaited goodies came in the mail........

One package was from Lucretia's Body Oil and Sprays. I ordered FlowerBomb, Pu**y, Coco Madmosielle. I am absolutely in love with all of them. They last all day and stay the same strength til bedtime. They smell exactly like the department store fragrances for half the price. I will never buy a fragrance outside this website.

The other package was from Vision Illusion Hair Importers. I have been buying hair from this site for two years and I will never stop. The quality of the product is well worth the price!!! You can see how real it looks!

What. Am. I. To. Learn.

I know God test our faith often and never gives us more than we can
bear but I need to know what I am supposed to be learnin from these
test. What is the lesson I am missing?!?
For the past 3 months I've had hardship after hardship and this last
thing that's happened is about to shake my world upside down.

*the storm before the sunshine and rainbows*

I am praying that this is the price I am paying for my blessings to
come.

It has to be.

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8/365

Long hard day of PT. The therapist told me there is nothing that I can
do, short of falling to make it worst. Then he proceeded to inflict
the most agonizing pain to my little joint. I even took a Perc before
I went, it didn't help. I think I might take anotha after I eat.

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